Early life trials

Stuff happened I didn’t write down. Baby’s circumusion was a horror; Tia grew faint and couldn’t stand at the table to comfort him with me. I’m convinced the anesthetic didn’t work. He’s changed since; the exhuberance tempered, a prior nonexistent uneasiness emerged. It breaks my heart. Also baby was jaundiced and fought his way out of it with special blue lights. Ooooh. He hated the confinement of the suitcase/blue light booth and ultimately would not use it.